Sometimes I wonder if the inner voice is a sly, fucked up teenager who likes to mess up your life. I havent been very lucky whenever I have listened to my inner voice. My inner voice is very unconventional ( I guess it is so for everybody) and I listen to him sometimes. And on those few occassions I had to back off pretty soon, as I coludnt handle the situation my inner voice put me in. Till now I wpuld rather make myself miserable and live without my following inner voice. Coz I think my inner voice doesnt make up it’s mind. It wants so many things and does not want to give up on anything. Do I wait until the my inner voice makes up it’s mind ? This is definitely one of those fuck moments. Fuck fuck fuck.
