A new beginning
Finally left Chennai and now back in Mumbai. Am I relieved ? Yes , Yes a thousand times Yes.
Chennai is the nightmare I hope to forget soon.
Bye Bye Chennai
Hello Mumbai
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My struggle in Chennai
completed two years in Chennai. the struggle continues. i cant make peace with this city. its just not me. i cannot fit in here ever. and with that in mind i have decided to quit chennai at any cost. dunno if destiny will intefere or i will make it happen myself, but its definitely goodbye chennai. i wont ever miss you.
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Kissing a fool
It comes to love, or fleeting euphoria, am such a sucker. I make the same mistakes knowing fully well I am making a mistake. But what other choice do I have ? It’s between being a fool or a sour-puss. Been a fool for last couple weeks. Can’t bear it. Would rather man up and be a sour-puss.
Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for reading.
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Chennai sucks!!!
I don’t like this city at all. People won’t respond in English. They are extremely rude. And for some reason, I think they very strange and eccentric, I can’t put my finger on it but there is that strange vibe you get from people which makes me very uncomfortable. What I don’t understand is, how can anybody be hostile to people of their own country? It’s just not right. Putting language ahead of country is so strange at the very least. Hmmm…
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My lingual braces …soon
I am so excited to be wearing braces soon as an adult. I had to because a gap has developed between my teeth and the front two teeth are protruding a little bit. I will be wearing inlingual braces on the upper teeth and on the lower teeth I will be wearing ceramic white braces. Yes it costs me a bomb especially in Mumbai. But I am so excited about something after a long time, I think it’s worth the money and pain. I have read how painful inlinguals are but hopefully mine don’t pain as much. Keeping my fingers crossed. 🙂
Update:- lingual braces on front upper teeth and ceramic braces on lower teeth are fixed and my bite is supposedly raised with soft cement so that the lower teeth do not clash the upper lingual braces. Eating is a definite problem. Only soft mushy mashed food. 😦 but I think it’s worth it. I am happy with my orthodontist, he very well qualified and has kept pain to a bare minimum. In fact they are hardly painfully. Love you doc. Even if you are charging me a lot compared to regular orthodontist.
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The broken heart
Sometimes there’s a feeling of sadness , helplessness that my heart was broken even before it could fall in love. A broken heart cannot love , that I lost my chance to fall in love for my heart was weak and was damaged at birth. If only I could love once , I wouldn’t mind getting it broken.
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Being fat
I am officially fat. From my ideal 53 kgs , I am now 64 kgs. I even pushed 67 kgs but retreated 3 of them. All I eat, seems to go into my face and tummy. My arms aren’t too fat ,neither are fingers or legs. It’s the face, the most important communicator that’s gotten corrupted. I know if I tighten my dinner or give it up I will go back to a reasonable 56 kgs, but I cant. I am approaching mid thirties and giving up anything seems to be for nothing. I care not if I look fat and have no incentive to lose weight. What am I gonna do trying to look like a twenty four year old. What will I get in return? Nothing. I might as well be fat and eat my food as I like. In fact I have only gotten respect since I got fat. Earlier I would be treated like a kid everywhere. Now they call me Sir. And it feels great. Yes, am probably gonna keep my fat and my fat face. Good bye kiddy face. Good riddance.
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